i hate state test so much
because why did it had to be on my BIRTHDAY??? my birthday is coming up tomorrow and my quince is on the 11th and it’s also the english 1 state test
i’m really bad at english. because im bilingual (as someone who’s first language is spanish, fluent in english, a little it of portuguese and japanese but im still learning) i would usually get “did not meet/did not pass” and yet SOOO and i mean EXTREMELY close to approaches (which is technically passing) and yet i still don’t pass the test.
since tomorrow is my birthday, they lowkey gotta give me the answers that are the hardest (since im just a special gal w a iep and 504 plan hahhah), or maybe cheat, whatever it takes to pass.
the essays are pretty easy now since i kinda study the difference between “oh you have to use big words with meanings” and “oh nah you just need to explain specifically how it works, like logically.” so im probably gonna do the boring ass style. (second option)
sigghhh i might crashout at some point during the test. if only if i had at least something to fidget with since i can’t draw, then it shouldn’t be this bad…
also…today was cold outside as i was walking and typing this
